{ "moderated": false, "updatedBy": "rOISUynFBNUZFrEibOysifH0R9F2", "audited": 1628501449475, "created": 1609923697583, "tags": [ "M8EdxxrgE6CMj0Sf8uBB", "TIUMHl1DXAqSTuBrQsBj", "rxIZylCneOYSlhDIh4tG", "XK9LRF7baiEISvP2Xbnj" ], "auditedBy": "rOISUynFBNUZFrEibOysifH0R9F2", "updated": 1628501483099, "read": 1610953395373, "published": 1628501449475, "type": "diary", "readBy": "AfFOmTZWGrVKbCC0IuLGHYhmlhp2", "privacy": 2, "user": "e7fjkunt9Sb1UHVIHlSXXRIhxJ92", "id": "7O0XPzuanjHlg0Bx8ImA", "diary": { "body": "Today is the first official day of home schooling. The children are currently watching tv. We’re not going to rush about and attempt a full school day, that won’t be something we can sustain, it didn’t work last time for us.\nI’m feeling quite low about this time. Even though I know I can do it, 6-7 weeks (the approximate time they’ve given us) seems so long.\nI just want to stay in bed, alone, reading books and drinking coffee. I may actually allow myself this sometime, because why not?\nSo we will get dressed, look at the school’s offering of work, see what we fancy doing today and give it a go. We have a dog to walk and I will be taking the kids with me (much to their dismay - they just can’t be bothered - but I want them to have some fresh air and a change of scenery from the house walls).\n\nI have mixed feelings about work. They won’t allow me to work from home (despite doing for a couple of months when I started back in July) so I feel anxious about this unnecessary mixing with other people. I can’t even appreciate it as the social interaction with adults that I am missing because these are not my friends or family and I feel it’s a completely unnecessary risk that I am putting myself and children at.", "uploads": [], "mood": 3 }, "publishedBy": "rOISUynFBNUZFrEibOysifH0R9F2", "alias": "Connie G", "random": 69, "objectID": "7O0XPzuanjHlg0Bx8ImA" }