"Well we buried my grandad and it was awful and lovely all at the same time. What a rollercoaster of emotions this whole experience has been.
The flowers were beautiful and I would never regret spending the money on them even though they were more than I could afford. I am going to pick some of the flowers to dry and keep.
As soon as I’ve paid off the money I’m going to set up a funeral plan. I don’t want my death (eventual!) to put anyone into debt when the time comes."