"This year has flown by and Christmas is here even quicker this year. I’m usually so well organised. Pick up sale stuff during the year but being in lockdown most of the year means I haven’t been able to do that. Living with my daughter and son in law I had big plans about how I would treat them for letting me stay there but this year my presents are pathetic. The closer it gets to Christmas the more depressed I’m getting and all I can think about is we’re going to have to stay in the whole of January and it’s already the most depressing month of the year. "