"My grandad died. It’s been awful. He was like my dad. I cry all the time.
We are spreading the cost of the funeral Between us. Flowers alone are £40 each between me and my 6 cousins. They have no idea that I had to take out a loan. I had no choice.
I can’t even afford a paddling pool and it’s due to be 38* tomorrow. My neighbours just bought a hot tub. I honestly want the thing to break in it’s first week. Sounds awful but I am sick to death of seeing and hearing everyone else having a marvellous time. "