so its been a while since i wrote in the diary. i got a fit note from my doctor for UC so they don't expect me to look for a 40 hour job now. i'm working 15 hours and the times don't make it easy to get any other work, id have to give this current job up. i have health issues coming up and visiting my gp and consultant appointment. i'm actually surprised i have seen the consultants within 2 weeks of my gp referral, i don't know if that's a good thing or a signal i should be worried something bigger is going on. stress and worrying isn't helping.