"I haven't had any relationship in over 15 years. It's just me & my youngest - my 16 year old son at home now. Middle son moved out, eldest son is in the RAF & is based in Scotland. So it's me & him 24/7; 365 days of the year. We don't get proper breaks from each other at all because all his home education stuff is on hold. Thankfully we get on pretty well & are very close, but it's been hard as his mental health has been deteriorating. I am exhausted as I have no back up whatsoever."