{ "text": "My grandad died. It’s been awful. He was like my dad. I cry all the time. \n\nWe are spreading the cost of the funeral Between us. Flowers alone are £40 each between me and my 6 cousins. They have no idea that I had to take out a loan.\nI had no choice. \n\nI can’t even afford a paddling pool and it’s due to be 38* tomorrow.\nMy neighbours just bought a hot tub. I honestly want the thing to break in it’s first week. Sounds awful but I am sick to death of seeing and hearing everyone else having a marvellous time.", "updatedBy": "AfFOmTZWGrVKbCC0IuLGHYhmlhp2", "tags": [ "8o2Y49rU7fVcYSvx7gl9", "3fd4O1XOI4cWxiKtSCd9" ], "createdBy": "AfFOmTZWGrVKbCC0IuLGHYhmlhp2", "created": 1596746910411, "updated": 1611746801973, "extract": true, "user": "lYGktS5BPlfo4x4qEMWIWG8B9fB3", "alias": "Gracie H", "random": 29, "type": "diary", "transcribed": false, "objectID": "kvgVYKCtVO01v6jh8QD9" }