"Asking myself what is wrong with me?
Am I that ugly and awful that no decent man thinks Im worthy.
I look at people. Their warm lovely homes, a garden, a car or 2. The pandemic hasnt stopped them going out for dinner.
Im having pasta and sauce again. Im fed up eating it, I want something real tastey and it cooked for me. No dishes is an added bonus. To add insult to injury Im not losing weight. The middle age spread is showing. "