"Hi a lot has happened since my last entry. I had started a new job & started my nursing course. I gave up my course for a few reasons i found it difficult doing it all online. It was quite an intense course. It was also difficult to fit in 3 days of college. 3 night shifts a week, 3 kids, famiy, housework etc. I gave up my job because being the only person employed in the household. My job wasnt local it was a 30 - 40 minute drive on a busy motorway. It was costing a lot to drive there & back. I also realised i fifnt want to be a carer as a jon anymore. My husband has physical disabilities & my kids have autism. dyslexia & vision impairments so i already do a lot of carering at home"