{ "user": "YtT930easGXUwfiYIM0ZrQ3zs0L2", "id": "rDsPpyGjYNQOyFLb48Sl", "type": "video_response", "published": 1628502475938, "read": 1610344931949, "auditedBy": "rOISUynFBNUZFrEibOysifH0R9F2", "publishedBy": "rOISUynFBNUZFrEibOysifH0R9F2", "privacy": 2, "updatedBy": "V9zNXTx9gefAxLDEhQG56O15UFn1", "tags": [ "2cWRJuEkOKnSlZh51Bk7", "XK9LRF7baiEISvP2Xbnj" ], "video_response": { "type": "text", "answers": [ { "type": "text", "created_at": "2021-01-01T21:44:24.600797Z", "question": "What are your reflections from a year like no other?", "text": "Well this year has been an absolute rollercoaster. It is the year that I finally sought and received mental health treatment, it’s still a work in progress but I’m proud of my bravery. As a nurse and a single parent my work and home school did not combine well, my children really grew up this year and started to see me as a human being. My financial situation is the same disaster that it was before the pandemic and I don’t see it changing anytime soon. As a health care worker in Scotland I am eligible for the one off bonus payment, but as I am UC claimant I won’t actually benefit from it in any way, the UC system really sucks. I lost 2 childminders due to the pandemic and I’ve had to rely on my unreliable domestically abusive ex to look after the children more. It is not a comfortable place to have to rely on your abuser so you can work. And now he has decided to make a claim against me through the CMA, he owes me a lot through the CMA but it’s a new claim so is assessed separately, again a government system that sucks. I’ve also had to rely a few times on food parcels from charities, that was soul destroying and life saving all at the same time. I’m grateful to have a job that will not be furloughed or be classed as no longer viable and for the first time in a long time and I felt that my job and skills were respected in society. I’m also grateful to have healthy children that I’m not frightened will be at risk of Covid." }, { "text": "Yes, please share it", "created_at": "2021-01-01T21:44:27.560701Z", "type": "poll", "question": "Can we make your entry public and anonymous?" } ], "question_title": "What are your reflections from a year like no other?", "question_share_id": "fcsg5ugsf", "question_thumb": "https://media.videoask.com/transcoded/2f102af7-39bd-4d7b-984a-1a2927511e3e/thumbnails/preview.gif", "mixed": false, "text": "Well this year has been an absolute rollercoaster. It is the year that I finally seeked and received mental health treatment, it’s still a work in progress but I’m proud of my bravery. As a nurse and a single parent my work and home school did not combine well, my children really grew up this year and started to see me as a human being. My financial situation is the same disaster that it was before the pandemic and I don’t see it changing anytime soon. As a health care worker in Scotland I am eligible for the one off bonus payment, but as I am UC claimant I won’t actually benefit from it in any way, the UC system really sucks.\nI lost 2 childminders due to the pandemic and I’ve had to rely on my unreliable domestically abusive ex to look after the children more. It is not a comfortable place to have to rely on your abuser so you can work. And now he has decided to make a claim against me through the CMA, he owes me a lot through the CMA but it’s a new claim so is assessed separately, again a government system that sucks.\nI’ve also had to rely a few times on food parcels from charities, that was soul destroying and life saving all at the same time.\nI’m grateful to have a job that will not be furloughed or be classed as no longer viable and for the first time in a long time and I felt that my job and skills were respected in society.\nI’m also grateful to have healthy children that I’m not frightened will be at risk of COVID." }, "updated": 1614942957907, "audited": 1628502475938, "readBy": "AfFOmTZWGrVKbCC0IuLGHYhmlhp2", "created": 1609537464600, "alias": "Danni M", "random": 27, "objectID": "rDsPpyGjYNQOyFLb48Sl" }