My hopes and fears, i dont know if i have any hopes at this stage my mind is bogged down with worry about my finances and keeping my child safe. I have a vision for next year but if i end up in a spiral of debt it drags you down. Ive been there before and its a dark place. I want my child back at school but i want her to be safe not in a crowded room with greater risks. There isnt enough child led or parent led engagement or focus groups in government here in N Ireland. Its shameful politicians with no clue making extremely important decisions that affect us yet they dont walk in our shoes.